My other items
- Broken King at storywrite
My original username was Kingmaker, then Kingbreaker, and finally, now, Broken King.1
- When the Stars Cry at storywrite
Quincy's been saved by the Hi'Antna...
And Tristan is a long-dead soldier... What do they have in common? And what is up with Issac? Qu
- The Ice King at storywrite
The Frozen King finds love... But does love find him?
My journal entries
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Paint me normal, so I don't have to see this. So I don't have to acknowledge I am this. Replace the hole in my chest with an artificial heart, and let me live like a robot, emotionaless and all circuitry under the flesh. I want that damned beating in my ears and chest to stop, and become even. I want my breath to stop shaking, along with the shaking in my hands. I want to forget. Purge me clean, wipe me with bleach and sew up all the scars. Make me something pre...
Paint me normal, so I don't have to see this. So I don't have to acknowledge I am this.
Replace the hole in my chest with an artificial heart, and let me live like a robot, emotionaless and all circuitry under the flesh. I want that damned beating in my ears and chest to stop, and become even. I want my breath to stop shaking, along with the shaking in my hands.
I want to forget.
Purge me clean, wipe me with bleach and sew up all the scars. Make me something pretty, make me something real.
Drag me out of imagination and put me somewhere real. Destroy the remnants of a horrendous past.
Make me perfect.
Give me a fresh coat of normal, high-gloss, please. Exchange the thoughts in my head for something comforting and something familiar.
A gun would do nicely, sir.
Thank you.
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February 27,
600 words.
All.
0 comments.
Username: Kingmaker Name: Jair Taiphon Gender: Male Title: Split King Age: 24 Class: Mystic Warrior Appearance: Jair has sandy-blonde hair with sea-green, almond-shaped eyes. His skin is a deep bronze color, like a seafarer. He has freckles that make him look younger, but during the summer months, those seem to disappear. The white scars on his face and neck, in checkerboard a...
Username: Kingmaker
Name: Jair Taiphon
Gender: Male
Title: Split King
Age: 24
Class: Mystic Warrior
Appearance: Jair has sandy-blonde hair with sea-green, almond-shaped eyes. His skin is a deep bronze color, like a seafarer. He has freckles that make him look younger, but during the summer months, those seem to disappear. The white scars on his face and neck, in checkerboard and X-patterns, however, are always visible. These scars, two Xs, one on each cheek, and one net-like scarring pattern over his neck, are stark-white and highly noticeable. He stands at 5'9", and weighs in at 162 pounds. His body-build is the kind of dancer muscle. It's all lean muscle, no bulk. Due to this, he has surprising strength in unusual areas of his body.
Personality: He's amiable, generally. He loves to wander and join groups of other adventurers, so he's seen plenty of this world and others. He's gynophobic, so if he doesn't know a female, he clams up. The scars mentioned above are why. When he was a child in his father's (King of Elyssa's) court, a jealous lover of the king tried to assassinate his father. Jair stopped her, but not before she had clawed his face and burned him with her flaming net. When Jair was found, the Queen, his stepmother, thought him the agressor, and banished him from the land. So, to repeat, if you're female, and he doesn't know you, you'll not get a word out of him.
Weapons and Equipment: Jair keeps no weapons on him at all times (you'll see why soon) but his armor is Elyssan Light. This metal armor, which is the soul of an ancestor fused with steel and titanium, is light and strong. Currently, he only has leg bracers, which are dark gray with swirling wind-like patterns of etched sapphire, and the arm-coverings, which are almost white, with blood-red rubies crafted as stars.
Skills: Jair is an expert at getting lost. Yes, I know this seems nonsensical, but his is the form of shutting down the logical part of your brain, as to make truly random decisions. In other words, if he's in a labrynth, and something is giving chase, they'd have no clue on how to find him. This comes from rigorous mental training. He can also do this at any time, just shutting down his thought process for truly random decisions. He is also proficient at swor...
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This is what happens when one too many people forsake me. This is the crawling, gnashing self doubt that I can't shake off. And it's all because of them... They see what I show, and never ask to pry deeper. Maybe they think they're better than me, maybe they just don't care. I don't give a shit any more. If you think this is about you, then listen. I AM NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM. I live, I breathe. I don't like how I act, I don't like being a p...
This is what happens when one too many people forsake me. This is the crawling, gnashing self doubt that I can't shake off.
And it's all because of them...
They see what I show, and never ask to pry deeper. Maybe they think they're better than me, maybe they just don't care. I don't give a shit any more.
If you think this is about you, then listen.
I AM NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM.
I live, I breathe.
I don't like how I act, I don't like being a pushover.
I don't like being the one that everyone comes to, and cuddles on, and wants to take home to mommy and daddy.
I hate being me.
This is not a life.
Don't you get that I'm not just your fucking plaything? I don't want to be dragged off, and cuddled, and held and have to hold you. But I can't say no.
I'm a fucking pushover. I can't refuse, because if I say no, then I have no friends, so I do what's asked of me without complaint. Until it comes to this. This is the place where I really open up, and hell breaks loose.
Don't try to make me yours.
Guest Book
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Would you like to join a really cool group of mine?
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I licky you!
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...And umm... You kinda need to reply to Iris? Do you get on anymore...? I'm going to have to take control of your character soon, if you don't reply... >.>... And I'd suck at that, so....
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Hello Cane!
Rawr!
Roki is happy that you joined meh group as well as The Iris Promise. xD Makes things interesting to see new RPers.
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